Christina Barrett

Sunday, November 18, 2012

I'm getting messages that everything "has to be literal."

Thinking

Ellen DeGeneres doesn't like people to think.

Problem

I DON'T THINK THAT MY DAD FLIPPING THE TRUTH IS SEXY. HE'S BEING HAIRY.

Problem

LOOK, ELLEN DEGENERES IS NOT A PSYCHOLOGIST.

STOP

LOOK I TOLD YOU TO STOP

IF YOU DIDN'T DO IT THEN STOP

Problem

I will not accept this.

My dad has been defensive and now cannot be offensive.

Problem

I DON'T WANNA DO THIS

Stop wasting my time. I'm busy.

It seems everyone has a problem if I say anything. I wasn't saying anything bad, and please don't hurt the people I talk to nor anyone because you don't have to, unless it's like you're like defending someone, like for instance I know in a physical situation.

STOP

You don't have any manners and don't want me to be an okay person.

STOP

STOP ATTACKING ME WITH TIM BURTON. I GOT A MESSAGE ABOUT HIM. I DIDN'T MEAN HIM ANY HARM, AS MOST PEOPLE DO.

SHUT UP. SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING. TELL THE WORLD.

Submission Denied

Why does Ellen DeGeneres want you to be submissive and lose your rights when you are constantly feeling attacked by everyone for what or who you are?

STOP

I'M TIRED OF THE ECHOS OF THE TANTRUMS OF PEOPLE UP NORTH

Apparently, they think everyone has to get hurt.

BAD

So, why are we pretending to attack my dad?

High Expectations

The expectations of a baby have certainly raised.

Finesse

Whenever I make a point that seems to finesse, my dad explodes.

Food

I'm not sure what's wrong with me? Just need a lot more upper body workout?

I had pizza this week.

STOP

STOP HAVING ME LIVE NIGHTMARES LIKE I'M A PIECE OF SHIT

STOP

Attack

I'm getting attacked by Ellen DeGeneres. Well, that or her minions. Well, or my family. Maybe, I'm just naturally getting older. Why do I get in trouble?

Anyway, so, why doesn't she say how old she wants her fans to be? Like, people from the Baby Boom and like girls who are born say 1998 - 1999? With the support of older girls born 1987 - 1997?

HELP

People are trying to hurt Ellen DeGeneres. They won't give anyone a chance. They don't realize they are not good people. They need to be punished.

HELP

LOOK, WHO'S CAUSING THE UNREST? FANTASIES? I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU WERE INCAPABLE!

DON'T HURT THE GOOD GUYS IN ANTICIPATION THAT OTHER PEOPLE WILL WANT THEM HURT IN SOME WAY, IN THE END.

Now, wouldn't it be nice?

Wouldn't it be fortunate to go on in life and do things like get on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?"

Beeline

So, why is everyone suddenly making their beeline for Ellen DeGeneres?

Mixing

I don't know if it's good for parents born around 1950 to marry women born around 1960.

Mixed Race

Ellen DeGeneres's dad is supposedly not from the U.S. Though, I don't know if he's all French. I couldn't tell. He seemed really nice and smart.

Why is she allowed to do all these things?

Explosive

BAD

WOW YOU ALL NEVER HAVE A POINT

Sending Out Messages

So, Ellen DeGeneres sends out messages that don't make sense and thinks all our reactions are genuine and totally accountable, on us and our moms?

Because I keep getting reactions that nothing I've been worth is worth anything, so that it's like I'm being pleasured like an animal that shouldn't exist.

The Rich and the Poor

So, people in the suburbs are shitty, and people in the city are nasty?

STOP

WHY DON'T YOU HAVE A TAIL OF NIGGERS

Problems

It seems that my dad's whole family has problems.

STOP

I just felt like the shape of a light sack pump on my left, which I thought was the female side.

Boring Things Into My Physically

Why are you trying to physically bore into me all that my dad is, when I'm 26?

Turning People Against Me

So, you're trying to turn my dad against me?

LEAVE MY BABIES|EGGS ALONE

STOP

LOOK I'M TIRED OF THE PAYOFF SHIT ON TIM BURTON. I CAN FEEL EXPLOSIVE ABOUT HIM IF I WANT.

STOP

LOOK THIS ISN'T FUNNY GET OUT OF MY MOM AND I'S LIVES

After

Tag

I tagged my last post.

Piano

I just realized I got glasses possibly 2nd semester of 4th grade, though I thought it was the 1st. I just posted this on IMDb:

I guess I didn't like just playing the piano! I dunno! My aunt sent me some music in the mail that was the same as my 1st piano lesson. I didn't tell the teacher and turned into a musical prodigy.

Modern Culture

Please don't verse me on modern culture.

3 Hair Colors

White|Gold, Black|Brown|Blonde, & Maroon|Tinted Hair

College

I just wish I never did so much in college.

My Life

I tried to get a role in a film and was trying to become a model and turned down 1 opportunity.

Something to Do

Wouldn't it be nice to go to Disney? We can't afford it, and I already have a college loan.

Lost My Good Grades

I came across this incredibly hard course in 11th grade.

Money Money Money Money

So, my problem is money.

Something You Need to Know?

Something else you need to know basically is that my grandma has been commuting to live with my aunt after I stopped going up north, after I felt upset with my other aunt. I don't think she's coming, anymore, though.

STOP

Please stop misjudging me. You are far from perfect.

Fat

When my brother was born and I started ballet, I started to look fatter.

Gymnastics

I know one reason I wasn't very happy where I was was because I looked funny from doing gymnastics, but my mom did gymnastics. My dad was a nature boy from a farming family. He grew up drugged on hay fever and never succeeded in school though was considered a good reader.

Where I Lived

So, I don't really like all the places I lived. I liked Boca Raton less than Jacksonville and Jacksonville less than the Fort Lauderdale area. Saint Augustine was probably the 2nd best but not very formative.

Threats!

Please stop threatening my mom.

Over My Head

Why are people going over my head all of a sudden all the time?

Where I'm From?

Is your purpose to interact with me and say I'm not from where I was born?

Not Where I'm From

I've always been bossed and led around by people not from where I'm from.

Where You're From?

So, what's it about, where you're from?

Moved

Oh, one of my aunts just moved to another part of Florida, the older one. Well, when we moved to Orlando.

FL

So, first, my dad's youngest sister moved there. Then, his next youngest sister did. Then, my parents did.

Fort Lauderdale

So, I lived in the Fort Lauderdale area until I was 5. My aunts live there now.

In Common

So, does anyone else have anything very much in common with Ellen DeGeneres? All I can say is that I've never been very fair very much.

Moving

I'd like to move to St. Augustine, FL, or, possibly, Jacksonville, FL.

Well-Known 8I

I was known well in the community when I was 15, 16, 17, 18, & 19, in the New Orleans area. A boy had just left from New Orleans when his friend died who was in drama with us so he'd forget about it...

Personable

People in the New Orleans area are so personal.

They're a bit harsh in Northeastern Florida.

When I Moved

When we regrettably moved to the New Orleans area, there was supposed to be a fitness center by some schools. At first, I felt so bad, in my room, bouncing this big ball, I thought and just wanted to die, but I got over it soon enough. I had problems with being fit, I guess. I did do gymnastics growing up and was the best, though teams weren't rampant there. My parents wanted me to play tennis where we used to live, and when we moved they wanted me to ride my bike. I ended up following my brother in martial arts and did ballet at a modern dance school and lost my scoliosis but stayed in it until I turned 21.

Ah, yes, nextdoor, there was a 15-year-old boy with a divorced dad. I'd write in the sand in the backyard. That sand's not there anymore, maybe because we fenced in a dog. I don't think that's why.

The reason I couldn't stand the New Orleans area was because it didn't have the Florida coastal sea breeze, but now that I'm in Orlando I've been able to survive. I soaked in the painful heat and the constant moving air.

My Reputation Where I Lived as a Pre-Teen & Teen

My identity in the New Orleans area was like, at first, the new girl, who happened to be taking private piano lessons and who liked more subtle music. Then, I became known for being an artist and playing the piano. Then, I became known for taking over an important parish as an organist and singer.